I have lost all faith with the medical world..
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My child was born into this world in a very traumatic way. We both have suffered as a result and I’m sick and tired that the only route doctors know of is drugs. Drugs do not heal – They suppress, shutdown, manage, divert or attack in attempt to get us well again. I’ve come to learn that drugs do not work well for me, I’m incredibly sensitive and chemical related substances can tilt me too far in one direction. I intuitively knew not to take drugs when everyone around me was in my younger years, like some kind of wisdom or maybe it was fear in me said say ‘NO’. I was way too focused on my ambition and work, getting somewhere in the world – Red bull and unrecommended stay awake substances got me through. I did have a natural buzz for life without the need to enhance or trip out.
BUT what I’m am interested in, is the occult and accessing deeper parts of myself through breath work. I learn, see, gain knowledge and feel so much and amazingly I can get myself there just through breathing. I’ve gone to these places to deal with trauma and I have gained so much clarity along the way. I know my body is super sensitive and my healing can only come in natural ways. I flat right refused anti depressants and have fought through very dark PND without them. People say ‘life is short, just take them and have fun’. Unfortunately I have witnessed the opposite with people very close to me – SUPPRESSING does not work, we need to EXPRESS/RELEASE
I have become hostile to the doctors and I no longer choose to see them. There is a distrust there and its runs deep, mainly from the very poor care I received in a time I felt so very vulnerable. My body and mind rejects their knowledge as they treat my body as a vessel. I’m shocked that every time I take my little girl to them, they say she has a VIRUS, but it’s ok she is putting on weight. They only care that they put on weight!! There is so much more to growing a human body than weight and it really worries me that this is their robotic reaction to ongoing ailments. I know the current health crisis in the UK is real, we take our health into our own hands and look to the East instead of the West. Doctors have little time to get to the root, but these quick answers only breed frustration and often a delay in healing – This isn’t the future surely.
Woman and man have the wisdom, the ancestral knowledge to work with nature and plants to heal the body and mind. I’m putting my focus solely into herbs that heal, after years of fighting to be heard. Homeopathy works really well with my little one and I see instant results.. The challenge comes when we break away from our conditioning of pill popping and trust in our inner knowledge to heal.
This post is fast off the back of a visit to out of hours last night. Again the term ‘Well she is putting on weight’ was used once again. My Kali literally wants to blow a fuse.. So it’s the natural route for me, surely my stress will decrease knowing that I don’t have to listen to another robotic reaction…
We are humans and that is complex – The health industry needs a revolution!! x
PS. I know some people believe in western medicine and have a good relationship with their doctors. I’m aware science can save lives, but how about we start aiding peoples health much earlier on. It’s just not my experience. I would like to think that if life was threatened I could find faith in doctors and medicine once again.
I started this site so I could create a healing space to help other mamas and children – I will share the herbal journey as I walk it….